My Coffin, My Tomb

I close my eyes
Sleep just don't come to me
I keep trying
Yea I do
But it isn't happening
What is happening to me
My bed has become my coffin
I lay there all times of night and day
Life is too depressing to get up
Life is funny but no ones laughing
I want to get up
But it's just too hard to hold on
This place is my tomb
I sit here on my coffin
Come on death take me
Life is crap
I'm just not sleeping
Coming death don't keep me waiting
I've waited so long
Don't disappoint me
As this knife it cuts me
My coffin is soiled in my blood
I just want to die
Some say I'm stupid
Some say I'm dumb
But some don't know
You'll never be me
So don't judge me
I don't want to be labelled
Just leave me alone
Let me die in my peace
So what if I'm different
Does it really matter?
We're all different in our unique ways
That doesn't seem to reach you
I wish you just realise and let me be
Come on death it's time to take me
Don't waste my time
My tomb is cold
My life is depressing
My coffin is soiled in my crimson regret
Is there any point in living
I don't see any
No hope on the horizon
I'm hopeless
I'm a fucked up kiddo
I'm a lost cause
This place is my tomb
I sit here on my coffin
Come on death take me
Life is crap
I'm just not sleeping
Coming death don't keep me waiting
I've waited so long
Don't disappoint me